This has been one of the most hectic weeks thus far.. Monday in the office and rushed off cos went to meet some JC frens.. then it was the most interesting Monday thus far cos of a hacker incident involving JY..
This excitement carried on cos I was worried that my system in office would be hacked into..
So Tues, went for my course and rushed back to office after that.. It din help that i was worrying if my strange colleague would sit at my place simply cos she's uncomfortable in her current place.
But i think aft running an anti spyware prog that D sent, i was assured that the fella din hack into my system.. phew.......
Wed went for day 2 of the course and aft that went to meet ex coursemates from Grad Dip class at Central.. oh and before that i went to this book store that is so quaint and full of undiscovered gems! And i spent $$ there lah.. duh..
retail therapy rocks!!! Anyway, met frens and chatted till 10 plus. caught up with each other abt work mainly..
was sharing with them of my thoughts on leaving..
Thurs was day 4 of the course, and wanted to met Gin for lunch but he wasn't free.. so i juz nuahed at TCC after lunch and enjoying the hazlenut latte..
aft that had to rush back to office to work late.. but thankfully, the trainer released us earlier as she had another major appointment..
talked to one volunteer abt where i am and contemplating leaving.. and some colleague(s) overheard.. dunno if it's a good or a bad thing to have so many ppl know.. haha..
Last day of the course.. and got to do a lot of reflection of where i am at this point..
And some things that struck me was that i'm approaching a crossroad.. and i know i have to make a decision even though there's uncertainty.. and when that's resolved, i will definitely walk down that road...
relationships can be supportive and protective.. yet there are also the less supportive ones..
i'm comfortable with the uncertainty at this point, cos i'm not yet at the cross road.
happines, hope, health and freedom
FAITH
companioning, journeying, making sense, co creating a meaning...
aft the course, i felt a sense of relief that it's over... but i'm excited abt what it can do at work, or maybe when facilitating a group.. but maybe is cos i dun have to go down that journey that will lead me nearer the cross road?
Carrying my sand and some trays, i headed to bras basah to buy some modeling clay.. and as usual, therapy means u end up buying more than u intended to. so i got a book to read, and a game set called UNGAME..
anyway, had dinner on my own cos couldn't find a dinner kaki..
anyway, with all my barang i felt so auntified.. lol.
Cell was quite interesting, cos had some conversations with some of the ppl from a different cell and got to know them better.. and even managed to name everybody at the start of cell!!
Then the heavier topic came during word time when FS shared abt some things that the leadership is concerned about over the trends in the youth.. which i think i may have to share with the gals.. in view of likely changes in the coming months..
The only thing that is constant is: CHANGE.
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